Am I????

Am I loved by you? Do you mean it when you say it? Things are never as easy as they seem. I wish I understood this world and the way things are sometimes. I wish I understood what people think, why they act the way they do.

Have I done bad/wrong in my life? Yes, yes I have. Will it happen again? Yes, I’m sure it will, because we are all human. Have I lied in my life? Yes, but I promise to try and never do it again. I hope to be a better person in the future. My futures are getting slower and less each and everyday. Do I regret anything in my life, no. You can’t have regrets, it takes away from your past, and your present.

If I say I love you, I mean it, and if I keep saying it, it’s because I never want you to forget that. You’re not obligated to say it in return, that’s not why I do it. If it irritates or bothers you then well sorry, I’m not going to stop. You will forever be in my heart and on my mind,

As time goes by I may not remember that I told you I love you, if I don’t, please don’t be sad, it’s in my heart and on my mind I just can’t remember to say it anymore.

I hope you realize how much you will always mean to me and how much you are loved and adored. I may not be close by physically, but I am always there emotionally, way back in the back of your mind and deep down in the middle of your heart.

You are who you are by the choices that we’ve both made. The ones I made when you were little and the ones you make now as and adult. Were they perfect? Probably not but they were the right ones, or the ones I thought were the right ones for you at the time. As you make your own choices I pray that they always turn out to be the perfect ones.

To the ones that are always on my mind. I LOVE YOU!!!!

BitchesBrew

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