Do you jump through hoops for the people in you life? Is it all give on your part and all take on theirs?
I’m so tired of being heart broken by the ones who are supposed to love me. I’m tired of walking on eggshells so as to not upset the masses. I have done this all my life, for my father my brother my whole family it seems like. Don’t do this don’t say that, what the hell.
When do you catch a break? You treat them like they treat you and you’re a bad person. My heart won’t let me do that so I take it all the good and all the bad.
Somethings have happened here the last couple of weeks and my heart is breaking apart. I hate that things sometimes turn out the way they do, but life goes on right?
The human mind is something that will never be completely understood and I am by far the last person to understand the family state of mind.
It’s my opinion that family will hurt you first and by far the worst. I know that from personal experience, yeah I learned that the hard way.
I will never truly be happy cause my own mind will not shut up and let me breathe. I will always do for the ones in my life whether I get appreciated or not, because that’s the way I am. I guess that’s my version of being loved or to feel like I’m being loved and appreciated.
These are my opinions and mine alone.